No Love, No Glory

When you have the chance to deal with other peeps problems (Hey, OPP! - But that means something else!)...some how it makes your probs seem not as bad. And after having numerous chat-outs with various friends about my dilemma, I think I came to a decision about my trip (should I stay or should I go?) but I won't talk about it just yet. I might change my mind later. I am, after all, a Libra, and a v. Indecisive person at that. I have to weight out all the options first, then break em up, then I have to make sure my desicion doesn't hurt anyone or make anyone feel intentionally bad, then I have to make sure it's legal & moral...ha ha (not really ; ) But I think I did come to a better conclusion. The bottom line is...This is MY LIFE. And I don't want to regret anything. I have to stop worrying so much about other people's needs and be selfish for once. I left LA in the first place so I can be selfish and think about myself for once. Yet, I'm still worried about other people here. Bad habits are hard to break, I guess.

But back to all the other people's probs I'm dealing with right now. My little friend Estes, got dumped! The jerk - of course he's to blame! ; ) But I cant help but feel her pain. It's too bad she's in Taiwan right now. If she was back in the UK, I would be ready- set with the Ben & Jerry's & "man size" tissues...not to mention the chocolate fest we would have...then followed by the vino. Yessssss, lots of the good stuff. Then I would send her off with a lovely English rebound lad! And if she smoked out, we could have gotten a little high too. Oh well, it's too bad she's not here. I guess I will have to do all that for her! It will be in her honor, of course! ;) She will be with me in spirit. Hee hee.

More probs:
I'm also dealing with my two Polish roomates not speaking to each other. And guess who's stuck in the middle playing referee?? (me!) It's a good for them I'm not an instigator! I know all the shit they talk about each other.

And Lastly:
The owners of the cafe are driving me nuts! The husband owner cheated on the wife owner. OMG! Guess who is stuck in the middle again! I know everything too. It's so drama here! He tells me things and says, "Please don't tell Julie." She tells me things, and says, "Please, I only trust you." OMG! Can someone please poke my eyes out for me. But I do reap the benefits for putting up with all their crap right now. I'm like a kid going thru the struggles of their parents divorce. Both parents are giving up the goodie gifts-- out of guilt. Guess who's their baby?? See, what happens when your not an instigator?? I try and be a sound board and they just puke up their soul on me. Keep those guilt stricken weekly bonuses coming guys! My services ain't cheap!