Don't Funk With My Heart

I'm in a bit of a funk today. E finally left back home to the states. She coordinated her vacay so that we could leave for home together. But then I decided to stay, remember. It's so weird to be left behind. But I'm glad I stayed. I think. I just can't help but think, did I make the right decision? Should I just hop on a plane and jet set for home? Yesterday was amazing. E & I hooked up with this cool English guy that we met a few weeks ago and hung out with him at Wagamama's noodle joint & after a few Asahi's we took a stroll down to The Royal Albert Bridge. It's the bridge that they use in the movie "Sliding Doors". It's breath taking at night! I didn't know it was that beautiful. It was the first time I had ever seen it. And it's one of those nights where you are in the company of good friends and you just laugh all the time. The evening was perfect and actually warm out. I was certain of my decision last night but after getting up to go to work today...I just felt kinda felt sick to my stomach. I'm weird.